when wading knee-deep in the ocean
A wave breaks.
An object peeks through the crest.
From a distance it looks
like a log hovering in the murk
of greens & earthiness.
When I was a child
I thought I saw a human
head in one wave
the kelp-y bits the hair
floating at the surface
like this swimmer needed rescue
– but we were too late.
We were in the shallows
& they were far away
& I crouched there
as the tide sucked me toward them.
The slap of sand & the shells & salt
burned like there were jellyfish
tentacles that latched on
to me & drained the lifeblood
out of me
led me to float
surrendering that grip
on life
on the back & forth
the basic ebbs of nature.
The world can’t hold
onto this cycling.
We’re that unknown object
in the distance.
Kevin A. Risner is writing instructor and ESL Coordinator at the Cleveland Institute of Art. His work can be found in Rise Up Review, Rising Phoenix Review, Noble / Gas Qtrly, The Wire's Dream, Ghost City Review, and others. He has two short poetry collections published: My Ear is a Sieve (Bottlecap Press, 2017) and Lucid (The Poetry Annals, 2018).