On the Itinerary
Repairing your house around us,
carpenters snort and hammer,
snuffle and saw and cough up
great foggy clouds of sawdust.
Your structure has failed you.
Termites have punctured studs,
rafters and joists. Rain wept to stain
your wallboard. Mice nibbled
your wiring, and scorched themselves
to rot behind the baseboard.
So we lie unspeaking in bed
while gruff voices curse and slur
and power tools whine. Today
the new roof promises to hold
its grip despite the hurricane
pummeling up the coast. Also
a layer of fiberglass batting
expects to warm you all winter
as snow whispers in the marsh.
I won’t be here to oversee
that climate change. Tomorrow
I’m packing for a lengthy stay
in the ruins of the asylum
where ghosts of demented children
rattle in the tumbled brickwork.
You wonder how I’ll survive
the cold and damp. Maybe later,
when Christmas dangles its toys,
I’ll return with luggage crammed
with laundry and pages torn
from old psychiatric reports.
Maybe we’ll find our own names
on those reports, and also those
of the carpenters you’ve hired
to intercede in our love lives
with their mouthfuls of nails
and their sweat rebuking our sloth.
William Doreski’s work has appeared in various electronic and print journals and in several collections, most recently A Black River, A Dark Fall (2018).