Larghissimo
I hoped today would be my last
Day singing - sadness
God, I planned for silence; a
Blessed day of quiet
But it's strange and loud
This day - unnecessary
Clicks, twitches
I grow nothing;
Use up everything
Since it's not the last day
Of my life - oddly, says I -
Cringe worthy, grimy
Meter fashioned from a
Barbed A-sharp. Lonesome -
I have to witness the minimum
Of living - what one does to breathe
At times - simply shocking. How
Nothing becomes a song.
Elisabeth Horan is an imperfect creature from Vermont advocating for animals, children and those suffering alone and in pain - especially those ostracized by disability and mental illness.
She is Editor in Chief at Animal Heart Press, and Co-Editor at Ice Floe Press. She has several chaps and collections out at Bone & Ink Press, Fly on the Wall Press, Cephalo Press, and Animal Heart Press. Her newest collection, Just to the Right of the Stove, is forthcoming at TwistIt Press, Feb. 2020.
Follow her @ehoranpoet & ehoranpoet.com